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Headspace
03:39
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There's a place in my mind, a space where some are confined
Personalities different, from my own conscious
Through a sick twist of fate, we have gathered here today
Welcome to your new home, welcome to Headpsace
I lay awake in the night, and watch the shadows pass me by
Eyes that never disappear, follow my thoughts as I sigh
I just want to be normal, to know a brain without the voices
I know they want to help me, but still I lose the will to live
When I know I won't be normal, this incurable disease
Depressed with PTSD, these personalities of me
All I wanted was silence, whenever I was alone
All I heard was the voices, unrelentingly slow
Urge me even now, telling me to face insanity
But my will is too weak, while I deal with this reality
And in time I will go to sleep
Where headpsace welcomes me
I'll let headpsace welcome -
Elizabeth was the first, she was unquenchable rage
Violence to the metal, she had always been awake
Shius was the second, they were the golden child
I revered them as a god before I realized
Matt came into my life, as I was trying to exit
The voice of logic that had spoken to me like a brother
Cube was there when I worked, and I appreciate him
But even then I made him cry when I abandoned him
All these masks that I wear, all these alters in my mind
If they were gone I would have probably been dead in this life
I know I love them still, yet I wish I was alone
To be normal was a goal I never thought I'd never know
And in time I will go to sleep
Where headpsace welcomes me
I'll let headpsace welcome me
And despite all the time it took
I'd rather be in denial
Cause despite all the time we shared
I still wanna be, normal
Dissociative disorder
I struggle, not to lose myself
I don't wanna accept, I don't wanna be insane
These alters in my head explain that I am just me
And one day I will listen, but that day hasn't come
By the time I spare an ear will I still be awake
And in time I will go to sleep
Where headpsace welcomes me
And in time I will go to sleep
Where headpsace welcomes me
I'll let headpsace welcome me
There's a place in my mind, a space where some are confined
Personalities different, from my own conscious
Through a sick twist of fate, we have gathered here today
Welcome to your new home, welcome to Headpsace
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Heartscape Reloaded
03:53
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Stomachache
03:06
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I've been used my fair share, so when nobody is there
I get scared that some people are manipulative
Narcissists abound, love-bombing me cause I'm vulnerable
I lay up at night to sing a song that nobody hears
All this candy that you give to me
Oh this praise is much to thick for me
When I am hooked, manipulate the overdose
It's too late, I'm gonna get a stomach ache
I needed medicine, medicine
You gave me drugs
I need correction, affection
You played my strings
Give me all the attention
You know what I want
It's too late, I'm gonna get a stomach ache
I'm not afraid of the dark, but the dark side of people
My hope is running thin and someone just like that could kill me
I have been used and abused, but not enough for somebody
Who puppeteers the strings and makes me think that I am hopeless
Convenient lies and stories, make yourself look good
There are dark shadows cast when lights shine bright and hide your flaws
In the spotlight you stand, and I can only be enamored
Forging bonds upon lies, and helping only yourself
I got a stomach ache
All this candy that you give to me
Oh this praise is much to thick for me
When I am hooked, manipulate the overdose
It's too late, I'm gonna get a stomach ache
I needed medicine, medicine
You gave me drugs
I need correction, affection
You played my strings
Give me all the attention
You know what I want
It's too late, I'm gonna get a stomach ache
I wish I knew what you thought, when you were lying about me
I wish I knew what you felt, when you were begging me to stay
All the strings that had bound me, like a web to a fly
Was I just sustenance for egos that had found me easy prey
All the lies that you fed me, now say goodbye!
All the times you betrayed me, I'm not alright!
When I gave my trust to you, you took advantage of it
So say goodbye to any bridges that are left standing
All this candy that you give to me
Oh this praise is much to thick for me
When I am hooked, manipulate the overdose
It's too late, I'm gonna get a stomach ache
I needed medicine, medicine
You gave me drugs
I need correction, affection
You played my strings
Give me all the attention
You know what I want
It's too late, I'm gonna get a stomach ache
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