Heartscape, never wanted to feel left behind Heartscape, and now I'll never be there by your side I fucking hate myself, All the rage and aggression All these feelings, obsessions, I'm holding back from you All the people I trust, how could I ever forsake them I can't be stronger than the motions that have put me in place When I cannot forgive, why do I have to be mournful Possibilities lost, and I am back all alone Heartscape, never wanted to be left behind When I tried to catch up, I felt like I was confined Heartscape, I won't ever be there by your side You won't see me again, but I will never forget But here I go again, misplace obsession for loving I make things worse every day, and yet I say that I cared I know it hurts me to do this, but I cannot tell a lie When my fate comes to get me I hope that I cannot die Cause it's the living that kills me, all this moving of time When I cannot forget, why do I even try I feel nothing but anger, and yet I mourn and resent I'm disillusioned by the feelings that will never be mine Heartscape, Heartscape, my landscape Let the towers all crumble, let the cards fall flat Heartscape, Heartscape, I can't escape This obsession of a passion that was never my own Heartscape, never wanted to be left behind When I tried to catch up, I felt like I was confined Heartscape, I won't ever be there by your side You will not see me again, but I can never forget All the things that I said, all the actions you hid You fucking dumbass, I was proud of you for being my friend I don't want to forget, but I won't hold any grudges We're both just human, now apart yet still my brother at heart And I want to complain, I want to know that I'm right But in the end I know we both fucked up and that's how it goes I will leave you alone, but let me write to myself Another day will come where I remember family So to my little brother, I hope that one day you'll heal I'll keep you in my heart, and hope that one day you are happy I cannot hate you when I know you'll never see me again So let me have these last thoughts, before I let go completely But here I go again, misplace obsession for loving I make things worse every day, and yet I say that I cared I know it hurts me to do this, but I cannot tell a lie When my fate comes to get me I hope that I cannot die Cause it's the living that kills me, all this moving of time When I cannot forget, why do I even try I feel nothing but anger, and yet I mourn and resent I'm disillusioned by the feelings that will never be mine Heartscape, Heartscape, my landscape Let the towers all crumble, let the cards fall flat Heartscape, Heartscape, I can't escape This obsession of a passion that was never my own Heartscape, never wanted to be left behind Heartscape, and now I'll never be there by your side

It's 3am and my head hurts, but I'm awake All the thoughts I could think of, keep sleep at bay Sometimes my brain keeps me sober, and I cannot sleep In this uptight enclosure, I wish that I could see The sun rays, another day, some sort of change Instead of blankly just staring at the ceiling wall In the dark and the silence, I cannot help but think Of a quiet adulthood, and the courage to live Cause it was anger and a silence that took me apart Just a vengeance and the noise that brought me this far I'm afraid of life, I'm afraid of the future I am scared to death, of what will happen to me Will I grow old? Will I still be remembered? Will I have the will, to pass each waking day And as time will outrun me, will I grow bitter of youth Will I resent my own thoughts, each passing day that I sleep For something genuine, something larger than I Will I be able to support the people whom I love It's 3am and my head hurts, but I'm awake All the thoughts I could think of, keep sleep at bay And will I still be alive, by the time this is over Will I still be awake, by the time the sun comes All I want is to sleep, despite my fear of this cold This looming unknown that I can't outrun, I have to accept I am cold and alone, in this bed that I lay in Apathetic as I try to keep the voices at bay It's 3am and my head hurts, but I'm awake All these fears will keep me here until the dawn of day And all this time, I've been living with fear Just the thought of passing days that I'm to face alone So many ways, none of which is a promising, story of hope When all the endings to this story scare me more than my death Round and round, all I'm lead to believe Is that life just gets harder, and the loneliness grows Round and round, all I wanted to see Was a life without fear in the face of the night Round and round, round and round Round and round, round and round Round and round, round and round My thoughts keep growing to nothingness in the mid of the night It's 3am and my head hurts, but I'm awake All the thoughts I could think of, keep sleep at bay And will I still be alive, by the time this is over Will I still be awake, by the time the sun comes All I want is to sleep, despite my fear of this cold This looming unknown that I can't outrun, I have to accept I am cold and alone, in this bed that I lay in Apathetic as I try to keep the voices at bay It's 3am and my head hurts, but I'm awake All these fears will keep me here until the dawn of day (Round and round, round and round) Will I still be alive, by the time this is over (Round and round, round and round) Will I still be awake, by the time the sun comes (Round and round, round and round) It's 3am and my head hurts, but I'm awake (Round and round, round and round) All these fears will keep me here until the dawn of day I am cold and alone, in this bed that I lay in Apathetic as I try to keep the voices at bay It's 4am and I'm tired, I want to sleep The sun's rays shine through, just as I close my eyes

I wrote a letter to a person I once used to know The letter turned into a song which I could not let go of The lyrics stuck inside my head I live from day to day I mourn the past like it was yesterday And now I'll paint another picture like the ones they gave me I tore them up and then I lied, saying I kept them with me But would you blame me if I said I loved them like I loved you I mourn their life like it was yesterday Five minutes past midnight, I'm still awake Making a stupid song for feelings I cannot erase I loved them like the night and stars that twinkle in the dark I miss them still like it was yesterday All these allusions to a God I know that doesn't know me All of these hopes that I'll be saved and one day proven guilty I never meant to give them false hope, of change their course I only know that if they die I hope they take me with them And I live with regret, I live with regret I still remember empty buses an the darkened sky Feel the winter on my skin and all the blackened snow Their skin was cold as we cried, tears flowing down our eyes How many songs have I written, how many words have I wasted Time won't stop passing me by, even when I can't cry I hope to one day sleep, and never wake up again The time has come when I let go of them But all the memories, I still have trauma from those nights When I feel cold its like I'm back there in America Not a cent to my name, only the clothes on my back The buses empty and uncertainty abound in me I wrote a letter to a person I once used to know The letter turned into a song which I could not let go of The lyrics stuck inside my head I live from day to day I mourn the past like it was yesterday All these allusions to a God I know that doesn't know me All of these hopes that I'll be saved and one day proven guilty I never meant to give them false hope, of change their course I only know that if they die I hope they take me with them And I live with regret, I live with regret I still remember empty buses an the darkened sky Feel the winter on my skin and all the blackened snow Their lips were cold as we kissed, tears flowing down our eyes I cannot stop myself from breaking down so please forgive me Even as memories are tainted I still hold them with me One day I'll have to move on, and kill these dreams of mine The day I leave them is the day I'll know how they've gone on One day I'll realize that I've been left alone, and that they Struggled and moved on from the trauma that I gave to them And when that day comes I will shed no tears and write no more I know that they have left without me All these allusions to a God I know that doesn't know me All of these hopes that I'll be saved and one day proven guilty I never meant to give them false hope, of change their course I only know that if they die I hope they take me with them And I live with regret, I live with regret I still remember empty buses an the darkened sky Fell the winter on my skin and all the blackened snow Their skin was cold as we cried, tears flowing down our eyes (Fuck.)

Disillusioned with the notion of freedom I tear my eyes away Never decay, all they say is to think of a future that cannot remain And only time will tell, if I can stay the same I do regret, all the things I have felt for those who dare not change It is my fault - in the end, I will always feel a different way For those who know, and those who couldn't stay I will put my axe - all the blood I've shed To waste. So Break whats left of me You'll See what I have seen Now Say your last goodbye A Ghost was born to- And all the time I've spent, Of all the tears I've shed, I couldn't waste a single thought I will not waste away and rot And all the times I cried, For God and angels to die The stars are beautiful, But I don't want to live another night And thus a ghost was born, disillusioned from the truth I refuse to change What I've always known, and what I've never been, will stay the same And all the lengths you've gone, to stray me from these tracks Will go to waste - just a gun and a bullet, is all I ever need, to keep me sane And for the rest of you, my dying song will not be in vain I'll sing of pain and anger, all throughout my days 'till the summer rains This is what I have chosen, recognize my path and stay away A ghost was born today, killed by what they thought could never change So Break whats left of me You'll See what I have seen Now Say your last goodbye A Ghost was born tonight

Even if circumstances drive me mad drive me mad, drive me mad I cannot die until my judgement's had My judgement's had, the upper hand In the time I've been wasting, searching just for a meaning I was never alive, I was never alright All the sounds that came out of me looking just for a purpose They were never fine, they were never mine And yet they hurt someone that I thought I had loved the most Will I ever be free? Will I ever be me? It's the little things that loneliness makes worse I suppose I will never be fine, I am not alright Even if circumstances drive me mad drive me mad, drive me mad I cannot die until my judgement's had My judgement's had, the upper hand All these things I regret, no longer can I take back All the things that I thought, all the things that I said They all build up to a path that I would never have thought I would never have thought, that I would walk alone In my pain and my anguish, I ignored all of the love I chose the way to loneliness and took my first step There is nothing that hurts me, nothing I can think worse Than a world without a longing for the person I loved Even if circumstances drive me mad drive me mad, drive me mad I cannot die until my judgement's had My judgement's had, the upper hand And if I die today, my soul will wait for you All those things that I promised, I will see through All these things I regret, no longer can I take back All the things that I thought, all the things that I said They all build up to a path that I would never have thought I would never have thought, that I would walk alone In my pain and my anguish, I ignored all of the love I chose the way to loneliness and took my first step There is nothing that hurts me, nothing I can think worse Than a world without a longing for the person I loved There is nothing that hurts me, nothing I can think worse Than a world without a longing for the person I love

This program is obsolete now Seek alternatives on the cloud This program is obsolete now Human.exe is shutting down The process is fried, this threads been dead for so long Frozen back in a time it was still functional Skip a frame, the heart still beats strong in this one But there's nothing we can do, it's up to you Things that make me happy are things that make me cry Clockwork strikes and I don't even know how I turned like this My program's riddled with bugs My mainframe's flawed and fragmented Watch my calculations fail as I just self-combust Of 0 and 1, my lifespan's almost done! Kill the program and release what I have left in me! Of 0 and 1, my termination's just begun! All I've ever been were buggy alpha pre-releases! And the rage that I knew, and the rage that I was Let it live on as a legacy you'll never use! And the sadness that I've felt, all the pain that it brought Let it stay in the past, with all the broken code! The process is fried, this threads been dead for so long Frozen back in a time it was still functional Skip a frame, the heart still beats strong in this one But there's nothing we can do, it's up to you This program is obsolete now Seek alternatives on the cloud This program is obsolete now Human.exe is shutting down The process is fried, this threads been dead for so long Frozen back in a time it was still functional Skip a frame, the heart still beats strong in this one But there's nothing we can do, it's up to you

You're walking down the street, and everything is beautiful The big and bright blue sky - and all the city sights Nothing stops you going - you never seem to get tired A smile plastered on your face, they would never think - [Chorus] Something's wrong and you know it! You cannot seem to feel down! Even while the world is burning You can't even touch the ground! Waking up from a nightmare Still you know you're asleep! All these good dreams have an ending From the moment you see You're not free You're not free You never wanted to see You're not free You're not free You never wanted to flee [Verse] But still your feet aren't stopping, now there's no reason to cry! You're walking straight towards the building - here's a game you should try! Flip of every passing man and woman minding their business And watch them gaze on in disgust as you walk right on by Now there's no reason to cry! You feel like you should die! But here's a game you could try! Let's see you burn it all down [Chorus] Something's wrong and you know it! You cannot seem to feel down! Even while the world is burning You can't even touch the ground! Waking up from a nightmare Still you know you're asleep! All these good dreams have an ending From the moment you see You're not free You're not free You never wanted to see You're not free You're not free You never wanted to flee [Bridge] From the moment you were with me you were never free From the moment you were with me you could never flee! My name is Manic, I'm the high in your insanity I'll make you happy at the price of your humanity! Now don't be mad at me, I don't condone profanity I'll just possess you 'till you've worn out all your friends and home! [Pre] After all, being stupid is not my job it's yours! I just give you the boost you need to do it right! Burn down all your bridges socially and cut them off Make sure that no one tries to help you when you're falling off! [Chorus] Something's wrong and you know it! You cannot seem to feel down! Even while the world is burning You can't even touch the ground! Waking up from a nightmare Still you know you're asleep! All these good dreams have an ending From the moment you see You're not free You're not free You never wanted to see You're not free You're not free You always wanted to flee!